am going to US soon
in others' ppl 'eye'
i may b a blissful girl
but
i feel so helpless who knows about it
the helpless feeling until i dunno how to describe it
i cun even say out
i dunno what i want actually
i dunno what should i do
i dunno everything
i just want stay peacefully everyday
trying to act happy
trying to smile
trying to forgive
trying to forgot it
................................................

ok....skip those unhappy thing
i'm sick now
and trying to think
what should i bring to US
quite 'busy'

AMMA VERY ANGRY NOW
DUN COME NEAR ME
I MAY KILL YOU
JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME
BCOZ I ALSO DUNNO WHAT I WILL DO NEXT
